Spontinaity

I just realized, today, that I am almost totally and completely incapable of doing anything spontaneously.

Seriously. I struggle when it comes to changing plans at the last minute...or even several days before.

I'm a planner. A thinker. A strategist. Seriously, I need time to process my scenarios. I have to be able to map out, in my mind, all the different outcomes and possibilities and consequences of my actions and choices. I know...that doesn't sound like a very fun way to live. But it works for me. Everything has order, and order has it's place among...everything (did that even make sense?)

Ergo: next week is finals for Spring term. I'll be finishing those (+ final group projects) 2 days early so that I can spend 2 days in San Francisco presenting to 2 executives from Haagen Dazs, and then hopefully visit home or come back to Provo and enjoy a "too" short of a break before Summer term starts. Wahoo! And all this just got thrown together like...15 minutes ago putting my anxiety level in the red zone. But don't worry. I'll calm down soon. :-)

Life comes at you fast!