But I'm Nervous...

Well, as of yesterday at 1:35 p.m. I officially mailed in my application for a graphic/web design internship in Boston this summer through Boston University.

In approximately two weeks I will find out whether or not I have potential summer plans in this lov-er-ly city:


I'm not sure yet if I'll go. Of course, for all I know I might not get accepted. But no matter what happens, it's kind of exciting to think that I could be leaving Provo for a few months. I have nothing against this wonderful place of single adults, hikes up to campus, and cold, winter weather. But sometimes a girl just feels the need to get out, ya know?

But I'm nervous...


What if I'm not supposed to leave Provo? Or what if it's wiser for me to stay in Provo over the summer, finish my classes and then leave for an internship? What if I should be considering other options? Maybe I should just take a break this summer. You know: relax, abandon homework for a few months. It could be highly beneficial for someone who's been in school year round since high school graduation.

But then again...leaving Provo for a little while could be a great opportunity, right?

As you can tell, I still have no idea what I REALLY want to do this summer. But for now...this is part of my buffet of choices.

It's times like these when I wish someone would just tell me what to do. All those who know me well know that I take forever to make BIG DECISIONS. And little decisions, too. I weigh the pros and cons over and over and over again until my head aches and my stomach craves Chinese take-out! (Which, by the way, I never ever eat).

Life will take its course and "things" will work out in the end, I'm sure. But for now I'm slightly anxious--to say the least. :-S

Happy Wednesday!